Wednesday, November 01, 2017

As the day moved forward 
They gathered us in the tent 
Showed us the area they were searching 
3 crews 
Ground beaters 
A repel team 
A climbing team 
Flats 
Incline
Ledge
I asked a friend to come 
He has excellent knowledge of the area and tracking skills 
I have incredible faith in him
Girlfriend person is coming with some clothes for the smell
Tracking
They explain on the computer screen 
The operations the search
People ask questions 
Deanna says he was depressed over money 
Girlfriend person says he is depressed 
What they didn't know is he had given the woman he loved 750 dollars out of a ditch effort to save his sinking ship
A delusional man living a 5 year lie and I couldn't save him
I say he wouldn't kill himself 
I was in shock 
I was like fuck these bitches 
Mike is a strong man 
They don't know shit
I was wrong
He wasn't the person I knew 
He left me five years back