Almost five
I was watching
watching Mike having conversations with the person he was with when he died
and
the person he was in love with when he died
Sandra gave him attention on the computer
Instagram likes
She lured him in
Catfish
So did his girlfriend
Or that's what she thought I guess
She failed miserably
She was my friend
Our families friend
Who does that?
Girlfriend code
Mike would say
Fuck you Linda I'm single
Did she know she was single
Bibiana knew about our family
he shared with her
She was good to him
He helped her out
She is kind to me
He would send her photos of Teless
And his breakfast
And other things not safe for work
Bibiana and Sandra were left off the memorial card
Reality didn't work for Mike
You know
She always dated married men
Mike resented her
He was stuck again
I knew it then
I know it now
The poor So and So thing is played out
I get to write this bitterness
For those who tortured us
I was just married 20 years and quietly logging in and watching
Conversations
Sandra had her wallet stolen can we send her money?
I knew then
No
you're crazy if you think I am sending some Columbian girl money
She was a grifter
He had no boundaries after he left
The western union
The PayPal
Jewelry
She was 24 and he catered to her and paid for her life
A cam girl
Online prostitute
When we had 2 mortgages
Our water getting shut off
A car payment and no gas
No food
He was sending her money
While the sloth pretended
And the crowd cheered
The lies they told are in type
They lied to everyone
Mostly each other
While his family suffered
As I type this out
Closure
I was not perfect
4 years of apologies
