Thursday, November 23, 2017

Crying
it was constant
Thank goodness for my friends
The desperate messages to Sandra
I love you
How could you do this to me
I left my wife for you
Hearing his voice pleading
You have no idea
the pain
How he suffered
How I was suffering
Asking people if they knew about her
Did he seem despondent
Did he kill himself
The torture
No one can understand this pain
I got drunk and stayed out to late
I was so upset and crying
I scared Scott
He was angry
Those songs of love and desperation
I asked his mom did Mike give the sloth a ring
No
he gave that other woman a ring that I gave him
It cost him 400 dollars to ship it
What
You knew about her?
But Mike knew to keep it on the down low
He had several women he talked to every day
One that was like his best friend
She apologized for an indescretion
I cussed some ladies out now I have become friends with
So weird
No turning back I guess